How did this turn out?

ek talaash abhi baaki hai.. tujh sey milna abhi baaki hai.. has hass key hi nikal aate the har baar teri mehfil se.. rone ka silsila abhi baaki hai....kuch to aaj bhi assar hai teri rooh ka... behtee ansoo rok leti hai.. silsila to hansi aur aankhon ka hai... is dil mai teri yaad aaj bhi baaki hai...teri yaadon se hai roshan jahaan meri.. yaadon ka silsila abhi baaki hai... andheron ka aana abhi baaki hai eik ehsaas abhi baaki hai.. eik talaash abhi baaki hai...

Tu Bewafa Kahan Tak Hai...!!

Mat pooch mere sabar ki inthan kahan tak hai....Tu Sitam Karle teri takat jahan tak hai..Wafa ki umeed jinhe hai..unhe hogi...Hume to dekhna hai...tu Bewafa kahan tak hai...!!

My heart bleeding !!

When hurts reside in meI have no way to escapeTrying to hide from this worldMy heart bleeding, losing its shapeTrust you more than myselfIs what embedded in meEven if killed by you one dayNever will it change, if left freeSlitting my heart to proveThe love preserved for youMe and my God knowsNo matter how far you goDetesting me and my ownselfBut never gave up my trustBuilding my hope that one dayBelieved by you, it’s a must!

Killing me you never stop

My heart worships you deeplyWhile my eyes says you betray meMy lonely soul cries out to youWhat I see can never beKilling me you never stopWhipping me with the tear dropCorrupting my feelings is your gameBecoz all you want is the fameThis though I know from the startYet I refused to listen my heartSince you pierced with cupid’s arrowWhere my mind leads, I follow!I wish to reverse my timeTo get stronger when I meet youTo roll days I spent behindAnd dodge away the arrows u threw

THE VISION

I was just lying on my bed when my mind just started
playing some weird game with me (not that snakes
and ladder types...for sure)...But a different type of
game it was…
I had a feeling...in other words...a vision…Which
took me really deep into myself...Deep into the
feeling of being “the so called me??”
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MY SEARCH IS OVER !

I never expected to findThe ideal love I left behindFor it’s every girl’s fantasyTo meet the man with right mindTaking life as given to meThinking the love given is the bestHelas! Deep inside meThe love I crave still restsExploded when unnoticedBrings non-stop tears to my joyHaving found the bearer of itFinally my love isn’t a toyAs alive as the red sunChilling like the cold moonThe child inside me eruptingLike the volcano in a noon

TEARS

The tear drops escaping from my eyesRolling down my soft cheeksAccompanying the pains they bearThat locked up within for weeksSo strange these silent tearsMultiplying as they flowWanting to win their racesCreating the speed as they growNot knowing the reason they r bornFleeing happily from their sourceBorn from the painful sorrowsReddening my eyes like roseI find them whenever u come to mindNot drying when wiped awayBut when ur voice they hearWhere do they vanish I can’t say

FEAR

Lying on the edge of emotionReflecting the memories of my princeThe one and only ownerOf all my dreams that locked up withinThe flow of my salty tearsRolling down to halt on my lipsTasting the sourness of my fearAs I count my finger tipsThe fear of u away from meSnatching the joy of my dreamsThe joy of coming close to uIn my thoughts u flow like streamDo u have the same fear I wonder?Or is from me it abides?For if u sense the same fearI will shudder from this side

AM I THE ONLY ONE FOR YOU

The wonder i feel on earthHas not stopped surprising meThe cruelty it contains withinSnatched my being without pity.The swirl it takes my headFor a free ride without being askedWhere I see u vague before meI wonder is it ur task?Is it my imagination?Y dint u stop for me?Am I asking too much?Just to see the love in thee.At last I realized one thingThis world is not where I belongYearning to be ur ownEmbraced in ur arms I feel so strong!

WORTHY OF UR LOVE

The night chilling my inner-selfBy the cold outside influencing itFreezing my flesh like hidden snowDrawn beautifully in cartoon show!Forcing my lids & shut down to sleepGiving rest to my meaningful gazeYet, my thoughts dominate that sleepWhy do I find myself in this state?When God created every feelingsEmotions flow when love singsEach feeling has its own dutiesBut love makes one lose his identityNot a soul it spares on earthOne suffers right from its birthHelas! I also became the victimWhen such love is for U, no doubt it’s worth!

THE WAITING...

The first note i wroteWas a poem on ‘the waiting’Not knowing how that waiting isVery much into me lingering!There are two ways to see itThe good side n bad sideThe fruit of that waitingIs as sweet as a pieBut the pain clinging to itWill never go aloneMore close to the fruitIt absorbs to the inside boneYet, there is a joy to waitFor the one we truly loveFrom days, weeks and monthsWith the desire flying like dove!

ILLUSION

Each morning after its long night...I'm always awaken by a fright...Will the sun above smile at me?or the rainbow blindfold me?Hitting the age of mid thirties...I still love running around trees.But I know no joys without tearsNor has my heart escaped from fears...Why am i haunted by seperation?And put me in eternal depression?Won't roses grow along my path?Or just thorns to tear me apart?But not far from the madding crowd,A voice from somewhere assuring meThat even if the sun refuses to smile,The moon will do that for free.

WHAT IF YOU COULD READ MY EYES

wo people can speak through their eyes...Two souls can meet through the eyes...It's easy to give answers to questions asked by us...But impossible to answer the questions asked by eyes!What If You Could Read my Eyes..